Paintings by Jana Benitez
I woke up yesterday morning feeling so down. I don’t know. I ignored it because I know it’ll pass, but, I feel even worse right now. Maybe it’s just pms (I wish). Anyway, I went to Inspire Every Day yesterday at Ayala Museum (thank you Fully Booked for my VIP pass) and I felt nostalgic. Ha-ha! I used to go there with my choir mates to sing for an event and we always get free passes every time. Yesterday, though, I went alone. It wasn’t as fun as it used to be, of course. But Up Dharma Down performed so they kind of lifted me up (although I barely saw them because of the pool of people).
Today, I just watched tv series I love the whole day but I feel worse, I feel sad and alone.
R E A D I N G Four: A Divergent Collection. I usually finish a good book in less than a day but this is taking forever, school (and overthinking) is taking up so much of my time.
W R I T I N G a poem for that man who got away. I don’t know why but it feels right.
L I S T E N I N G to The 1975, a bit of torture but it’s helping me to write.
T H I N K I N G of how better my life could be if I didn’t send that text that night.
S M E L L I N G my cold wet hair. My mom bought this strawberry-flavored shampoo that I’m growing to love.
W I S H I N G for a peace of mind. I’ve been overthinking things I should not even think of. Ha-ha.
H O P I N G for better days. As much as I love weekends, I hate it when I spend it like this.
W E A R I N G a shorts and a shirt and my favorite socks!
W A N T I N G to do something I love without thinking of what other people might think.
N E E D I N G to go out with friends. That’ll totally help me to keep my mind off things.
F E E L I N G down, awful? These will all go away soon, I hope.
L O V I N G the smell of my hair. I’m really liking this shampoo!
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